vrijdag 24 december 2010

What if you were really made for me?

zaterdag 11 december 2010

Save all your love
Save all your love for me
When I'm alone at night,
you're all I see
Save all your love
Save your love for me
Don't turn your back on me
You're all I need

donderdag 9 december 2010

I'm a square peg for a round hole.
I am sunshine. I'm a lighting bolt.
I'm not what anybody thinks I am.

But I know there's magic inside me.

I know what I can do and who I am.

I've been changing.
My world's not what it used to be.
So, I'll start with my heart.
And know that I am on my way..

dinsdag 7 december 2010

At times you really drive me insane.
And, at times, you probably feel the same way.
But at the end of everyday,
I still love you.















Never say goodbye

donderdag 2 december 2010

If you could read my mind..

donderdag 25 november 2010

Doe is it make you feel good knowing you make me so incredibly happy?

maandag 22 november 2010

Baby don't worry,
You are my only,
You will never be lonely.

maandag 15 november 2010

I wanna hold you once, hold you twice, hold you for the rest of my life.

woensdag 3 november 2010

Hearing from you,
brightens my day.
No matter what.

dinsdag 2 november 2010

You know that place between sleep and awake?
The place where you can still remember dreaming.
That's where I'll always love you.
That's where I'll be waiting.

zondag 24 oktober 2010

You are so beautiful to me
You are so beautiful to me
Can't you see
Your everything I hoped for
Your everything I need
You are so beautiful to me

Such joy and happiness you bring
Such joy and happiness you bring
Like a dream
A guiding light that shines in the night
Heavens gift to me
You are so beautiful to me

vrijdag 22 oktober 2010

Sometimes when I push you away,
It's because I need you to pull me closer.

donderdag 21 oktober 2010

I woke up this morning
Your pillowcase I was holding
I was only dreaming it was you

Oh Baby come home

woensdag 20 oktober 2010

I can almost see it.
That dream I'm dreamin
But there's a voice inside my head saying you'll never reach it.
Every step I'm taking.
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction.
My faith is shakin.
But I,I gotta keep tryin.
Gotta keep my head held high.

There's always gonna be another mountain.
I'm always gonna wanna make it move.
Always gonna be an uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose.

The struggles I'm facing.
The chances I'm taking.
Sometimes might knock me down but
No I'm not breaking.

Keep your faith

woensdag 13 oktober 2010

Dutch blog.

Als je jong bent geloof je alles. Van spinazie krijg je spierballen, je vader is de sterkste man van Nederland en Sinterklaas bestaat.

Maar er komt een dag dat je naar de schoenen van de goedheiligman kijkt en denkt: "Hé, wacht eens, dat zijn de schoenen van mn vader!"
Je vermoedde al zoiets maar nu dringt het pas echt tot je door.

Het is onzin dat je gelooft dat er in Spanje een man met een lange witte baard rond loopt die één keer per jaar de stoomboot pakt om bij jou iets in je schoen te stoppen. En nog zoiets, van spinazie krijg je geen spierballen, Nederland wordt nooit wereldkampioen, en jij trouwt niet met de juf.

Zo word je ouder en steeds ongelukkiger. De enige momenten dat je je weer even voelt als toen, zijn de momenten waarop je van iemand houdt. Écht van iemand houdt. Dan valt alles wat stom is, of de pijn is even helemaal weg.

Liefde is alles. En daar moeten we in blijven geloven. Dus wat nou, als we gewoon met zn allen zouden besluiten; Sinterklaas bestaat. Dan weten we heus wel dat we die cadeautjes nog steeds zelf moeten kopen, maar het gaat meer om het idee. Dat we blijven geloven dat het nog altijd goed kan komen met ons, met de liefde.

Want liefde is als Sinterklaas; je moet erin geloven anders wordt het niets

vrijdag 8 oktober 2010

Perfection
is defined when your heart beats next to mine.

zondag 3 oktober 2010

I love you without knowing how, or when, or from where. I love you straightforwardly without complexities or pride. I love you because I know no other way then this. So close that your hand, on my chest, is my hand. So close, that when you close your eyes, I fall asleep.

zaterdag 2 oktober 2010

''When I saw you I fell in love,
and you smiled because you knew.''




-William Shakespeare

vrijdag 1 oktober 2010

Tell me that you love me
And it will be alright
Are you thinking of me
Just come with me tonight
You know I need you
Just like you need me
Cant Stop Wont Stop,
I Must Be Dreaming <3

donderdag 30 september 2010

Did you know I'm a needle in a haystack?
I'll be there for you.
Will you be there for me?

I'm scared.


thursday 30/09/2010
7:52

woensdag 29 september 2010

" You may not be her first, her last, or her only. She loved before she may love again. But if she loves you now, what else matters? She's not perfect, you aren't either, and the two of you may never be perfect together but if she can make you laugh, cause you think twice, and admit to being human and making mistakes, hold onto her and give her the most you can. She may not be thinking about you every second of the day, but she will give you a part of her that she knows you can break her heart. So don't hurt her, don't change her, don't analyze and don't expect more than she can give. Smile when she makes you happy, let her know when she makes you mad, and miss her when she's not there. "


- Bob Marley.

dinsdag 28 september 2010

You give me a feeling that I never felt before
And I deserve it, I think I deserve it
I deserve it, I think it deserve it..Let it go
It's becoming something that's impossible to ignore
And I can't take it
I can't take it


I was wondering maybe
Could I make you my baby
If we do the unthinkable would it make us look crazy
If you ask me I'm ready
I'm ready, I'm ready
If you ask me I'm ready
I'm ready, I'm ready

zondag 26 september 2010

Without you
One night alone
Is like a year without you baby

Cause I'm crazy 'bout you baby
Crazy, crazy

dinsdag 21 september 2010

Everybody wants something, just a little more
Makin’ a livin’ and hat we’re living for
A rich man or a poor man, a pawn or a king
he could live on the street, he could rule the whole world
but that don’t mean one damn thing

What do you got if you aint got love
Whatever you got
just ain’t enough
you’re walking a road
but you go nowhere
to find your way home
but there’s no one there
Who do you hold
in the dark of night
You wanna give up
but it’s worth to fight
You can have all the things
that you’ve been dreaming of

If you ain’t got someone you’re afraid to lose
Everybody needs just one, someone to tell them the truth
Maybe I’m a dreamer but I still believe
I believe in hope, I believe the change will get us up off our knees

What do you got if you aint got love
Whatever you got
just ain’t enough
you’re walking a road
but you go nowhere
trying find your way home
but there’s no one there
Who do you hold
in the dark of night
You wanna give up
but it’s worth to fight
You can have all the things
that you’ve been dreaming of
If you ain’t got love, its all just keeping score
If you ain’t got love, what the hell we doing it for

I don’t wanna have to talk about it,
How many songs you gotta sing about it
How long you gonna live without it
Why does some somewhere have to doubt it,
Someday you’ll figure it out

What do you got if you aint got love
Whatever you got
just ain’t enough
you’re walking a road
but you go nowhere
trying find your way home
but there’s no one there
Who do you hold
in the dark of night
You wanna give up
but it’s worth to fight
You can have all the things
that you’ve been dreaming of
If you ain’t got love, its all just keeping score
If you ain’t got love, what the hell we doing it for

Woahhh, I ain’t got, if you ain’t got
What do you got if you ain’t got love
What do you got if you ain’t got love



Bon Jovi <3

maandag 20 september 2010

I don't wanna touch you too much baby
'Cos making love to you might drive me crazy

donderdag 16 september 2010

Where are you and I'm so sorry
I cannot sleep I cannot dream tonight
I need somebody and always

Don't waste your time on me your already the voice inside my head

I miss you

maandag 13 september 2010

We belong together.
How could you love me and leave me and never, say good bye?
Whenn I can't sleep at night without holdin' you tight.
Pain in my head, o I rather be dead.
Spinnin' around and around.
Alltough we've come,
'till the end of the road,
still we can't let go.
It's unnatural.
You belong to me,
I belong to you.

zondag 12 september 2010

See there's this place in me where your fingerprints still rest, your kisses still linger, and your whispers softly echo. It's the place where a part of you will forever be a part of me.

zaterdag 11 september 2010

I believe, that there's something deep inside
That shouldn't be from time to time.
I sure found out, thought love was such a crime
The more you care, the more you fall
No need to worry, no need to turn away
'Cause it don't matter, anyway

I miss you in a heartbeat
I miss you right away
I miss you in a heartbeat
'cause it ain't love, if it don't feel that way
oh no

When we touch, I just lose my self control
A sad sensation I can't hide
To love is easy, it ain't easy to walk away
I keep the faith and there's a reason why, yeah
No need to worry, no need to turn away
'Cause it don't matter, anyway
baby

I miss you in a heartbeat
Yeah I miss you right away
I miss you in a heartbeat
'cause it ain't love, if it don't feel that way

Now, I ain't big on promises, I'll be true to you
'Cause I'd do 'bout anything, yeah
for some one like, baby for you

I miss you in a heartbeat
yeah I miss you right away
oh, I'm gonna miss you in a heartbeat
'cause it ain't love, if it don't feel that way

maandag 16 augustus 2010

You think I'm pretty
Without any makeup on
You think I'm funny
When I tell the punchline wrong
I know you get me
So I let my walls come down, down

Before you met me
I was a wreck but things
Were kinda heavy
You brought me to life
Now every February
You'll be my Valentine, Valentine

Let's go all the way tonight
No regrets, just love
We can dance, until we die
You and I, will be young forever

You make me feel
Like I'm livin' a
Teenage dream
The way you turn me on
I can't sleep
Let's run away and
Don't ever look back,
Don't ever look back

My heart stops
When you look at me
Just one touch
Now baby I believe
This is real
So take a chance and
Don't ever look back,
Don't ever look back

We drove to Cali
And got drunk on the beach
Got a motel and
Built a fort out of sheets
I finally found you
My missing puzzle piece
I'm complete

Let's go all the way tonight
No regrets, just love
We can dance, until we die
You and I, will be young forever

You make me feel
Like I'm livin' a
Teenage dream
The way you turn me on
I can't sleep
Let's run away and
Don't ever look back,
Don't ever look back

My heart stops
When you look at me
Just one touch
Now baby I believe
This is real
So take a chance and
Don't ever look back,
Don't ever look back

I'mma get your heart racing
In my skin tights jeans
Be your teenage dream tonight
Let you put your hands on me
In my skin tight jeans
Be your teenage dream tonight


Yoooouuu
You make me feel
Like I'm livin' a
Teenage dream
The way you turn me on
I can't sleep
Let's run away and
Don't ever look back,
Don't ever look back
No

My heart stops
When you look at me
Just one touch
Now baby I believe
This is real
So take a chance and
Don't ever look back,
Don't ever look back

I'mma get your heart racing
In my skin tights jeans
Be your teenage dream tonight
Let you put your hands on me
In my skin tight jeans
Be your teenage dream tonight
(Tonight, tonight, tonight, tonight, tonight, tonight)

donderdag 12 augustus 2010

See there's this place in me where your fingerprints still rest,
your kisses still linger, and your whispers softly echo.
It's the place where a part of you will forever be a part of me.

dinsdag 3 augustus 2010

I can't promise you I'll always be by your side to give you a hug,
but I will be on the other side of the phone.
I can't promise everything will be alright,
because sometimes I know it won't, but I will do my best to help you.
I can't promise I'll stop your tears,
but I will cry with you always.
I can't promise I'll catch you when you fall,
but hey, I've always wanted to fly, so I will hold your hand all the way down.
I can't promise you I can get you outta your hole. To tell you the truth, I'm in there too sometimes, but I can help ease your pain.
I can't promise I can make you better when you feel like you're not strong enough,
but I can be strong for you.
No matter what trails we have to go through, at least we'll have each other.
I can't promise that things will be ok soon,
but I can promise that; I'll love you, now, forever, and always.

donderdag 29 juli 2010

It feels like yesterday
That I touched your beautiful lips
Kissed them all over
with a smile on my face.

It feels like yesterday
that I felt your body next to mine
Enjoying the warmth
With each beat of my heart

It feels like yesterday
That I heard your beautiful voice,
A sound making me happy
Like music in the air

I just want that feeling again..
waiting for the day, to have that feeling again!

maandag 26 juli 2010

I wrote your name in the sky,
but the wind blew it away.
I wrote your name in the sand,
but the waves washed it away.
I wrote your name in my heart,
and forever it will stay.

zaterdag 3 juli 2010

Love isn't perfect.
It isn't a fairytale or a storybook and it doesn't always come easy.
Love is overcoming obstacles, facing challengs, fighting to be together.
Holding on and never letting go.
But most of all is realizing that every hour, every minute and every second of it was worth it. Because you did it,
together!

maandag 28 juni 2010

If it's love
And we decide that it's forever
No one else could do it better
If it's love
And we're two birds of a feather
Then the rest is just whenever
And if i'm addicted to loving you
And you're addicted to my love too
We can be them two birds of a feather
That flock together
Love, love
Got to have something to keep us together
Love, love
That's enough for me

zondag 20 juni 2010


I do not care what car you drive and where you live. If you know someone who knows someone who knows someone. If your clothes are this years cutting edge. If your trustfund is unlimited. If you are A-list, B-list or never heard of you list. I only care about the words that flutter from your mind. They are the only thing you truly own. The only thing I will remember you by. I will not fall in love with your bones and skin. I will not fall in love with the places you have been. I will not fall in love with anything but the words that flutter from your extraordinary mind.

zondag 13 juni 2010

You know you're holding my heart
Can't nothing tear us apart

dinsdag 18 mei 2010

It's a quarter after one, I'm all alone and I need you now.
Said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now.
And I don't know how I can do without, I just need you now.

dinsdag 11 mei 2010

You are the boy of my dreams,
while I'm awake.

dinsdag 4 mei 2010

You make me speechless.
Everyday you make me love you more.

zondag 2 mei 2010

I don't know why we met so late
I don't know if we met too soon
I don't know, but I know that you are here.

I don't know if we're meant to be.
I don't know, we'll just have to see.
I don't know, but I know that you make me sing!

Lalala you make me sing.
Lalala you make me sing.
The ooh's the aah's the riffs, everything.
Lalala it's so crazy
Lalala that you're here with me
And I hope that this story of ours ends happily.
Do you hope that this story of ours ends happily?
Then would you please join and sing this song with me?

vrijdag 30 april 2010

I know life isn't a fairytale.
But with you it sure feels like it.

donderdag 29 april 2010

My arms will hold you
Keep you safe and warm

This bond between us
Can't be broken

'Cause you'll be in my heart
Yes, you'll be in my heart
From this day on,
Now and forever more

woensdag 28 april 2010

You are the one who is worth a few sleepless nights,
Who is worth some of my tears,
Who is worth my time and patience and
Who is worth the cuts and pain I feel...
That's why I will always try to fight for this love.

dinsdag 27 april 2010


I hold my breath because you were perfect.
But now I'm running out of air.

maandag 26 april 2010

I wish I could give the world to you
and when I see a falling star
then I will make that wish come true
whatever you do, don't break my heart
wherever you go, we'll never part
'cause I know our love is strong enough
and you'll always be my endless love.

zondag 25 april 2010


You made me feel really special.
Thank you for missing me.
I missed you too.
And thank you for loving me.
I love you too.

zaterdag 24 april 2010


Peace is an expression of love;
let's make love.


vrijdag 23 april 2010

An' the deeper the love
The stronger the emotion,
An' the stronger the love
The deeper the devotion...

I never gonna let you go,
In my heart, I know.
I really love you, I love you.
Oh baby, I really love you...

donderdag 22 april 2010

Baby, yes
Until the end of time
I'll be there for you
U own my heart and mind
I truly adore you

If God one day struck me blind
Your beauty I'd still see
Love's too weak to define
Just what you mean to me

From the first moment I saw you
Ooh, I knew U where the one
That night I had to call you
I was rappin' till the sun came up

Tellin' you just how fine you look
In a word, you were sex
All of my cool attitude you took

My body was next
You made love to me
Like you where afraid
Was you afraid of me?
Was I the first?
Was I your every fantasy?

That's why, until the end of time
I'll be there for you
You own my heart and mind
I truly adore U

Love is too weak to define
Just what you mean to me
When we be makin' love
I only hear the sounds
Heavenly angels cryin' up above

Tears of joy pourin' down on us
They know we need each other
They know you are my fix (I know)
I know, that you know that I ain't cheatin' baby
They know this is serious

Just tryin' to say
That until, until the end of time
I'll be there for you
Be there for you
On my heart, on my mind (Truly adore you)

I truly adore U (Darlin')
U don't know what you mean to me
Baby (Until the end of time)

Be with me darlin' til the end of all time
I'll give you my heart
I'll give you my mind
I'll give you my body
I'll give you my time
(Until the end of time)
for all time I am with you
you are with me
(Until the end of time)
you are with me

woensdag 21 april 2010

Last night I matched each star
with a reason for loving you.
I was doing great
until I ran out of stars.

dinsdag 20 april 2010


Sometimes it's hard
to love someone
because you're so
afraid of losing them.

maandag 19 april 2010

If I never met you,
I wouldn't like you.
If I didn't like you
I wouldn't love you.
If I didn't love you
I wouldn't miss you,
but I did, I do and I will.

zondag 18 april 2010



Don't forget.
I'm just a girl standing in front of a boy...
asking him to love her.




zaterdag 17 april 2010

vrijdag 16 april 2010

Love me tender, love me sweet
Never let me go
You have made my life complete
And I love you so

Love me tender, love me true
All my dreams fulfill
For, my darling I love you
And I always will.

Love me tender, love me dear
Tell me you are mine
I'll be yours through all the years
'Till the end of time

Love me tender, love me true
All my dreams fulfill
For, my darling I love you
And I always will

Love me tender, love me true
All my dreams fulfill
For, my darling I love you
And I always will
Always will

donderdag 15 april 2010

It's amazing
How you can speak
Right to my heart
Without saying a word,
You can light up the dark
Try as I may
I could never explain
What I hear when
You don't say a thing

The smile on your face
Lets me know
That you need me
There's a truth
In your eyes
Saying you'll never leave me
The touch of your hand says
You'll catch me
Whenever I fall
You say it best
When you say
Nothing at all

All day long
I can hear people
Talking out loud
But when you hold me near
You drown out the crowd
Try as they may
They could never define
What's been said
Between your
Heart and mine
But before the night is through.
I wanna do bad things with you.

woensdag 14 april 2010

You are beautiful. In every way.
Handsome boy of mine <3

dinsdag 13 april 2010

True love never dies.
This love will never die.
True.

maandag 12 april 2010

Yeah, I will love you baby - Always
And I'll be there forever and a day - Always

If you told me to cry for you
I could
If you told me to die for you
I would
Take a look at my face
There's no price I won't pay
To say these words to you

Well, there ain't no luck
In these loaded dice
But baby if you give me just one more try
We can pack up our old dreams
And our old lives
We'll find a place where the sun still shines

And I will love you, baby - Always
And I'll be there forever and a day - Always
I'll be there till the stars don't shine
Till the heavens burst and
The words don't rhyme
And I know when I die, you'll be on my mind
And I'll love you - Always

donderdag 8 april 2010

You really surprised me yesterday.. :)

woensdag 7 april 2010

dinsdag 6 april 2010

I need you to say to me I love you.
I need you to say to me you'd miss me.
I need you to say to me you need me.
I need you to say to me you want me.
I need you to say to me I'm your baby.
I need you to say to me you want to be with me .

maandag 5 april 2010

What would I do without you?

zaterdag 3 april 2010

There's nothing else to say..

And I will love you, baby
Always
And I'll be there forever and a day
Always
I'll be there till the stars don't shine
Till the heavens burst and
The words don't rhyme
And I know when I die, you'll be on my mind
And I'll love you
Always

Yeah, I will love you baby
Always
And I'll be there forever and a day
Always

If you told me to cry for you
I could
If you told me to die for you
I would
Take a look at my face
There's no price I won't pay
To say these words to you

vrijdag 2 april 2010


Whenever I see your smiling face
I have to smile myself
Because I love you (Yes, I do)
And when you give me that pretty little pout
It turns me inside out
There's something about you, baby (I don't know)

Isn't it amazing a woman like me
Can feel this way
Tell me how much longer
It will grow stronger every day
Oh, how much longer

I thought I was in love
A couple of times before
With the boy next door
But that was long before I met you
Now I'm sure that I won't forget you
And I thank my lucky stars
That you are who you are
And not just another lovely guy
Sent down to break my heart

woensdag 31 maart 2010

You're on my heart just like a tattoo.

dinsdag 30 maart 2010

Today I realized
30-03-2010


Just like a tattoo I will always have you.


zaterdag 27 maart 2010

Watching the world float on by
I can say I'm alright
Watching the sun light the moon
As the day turns to night

And he says
"Don't you know I love you,
Don't you know you're beautiful"

He says
"Everyday is special,
you have made me believe"

Hold me in your arms
'Cause I'm falling
Hold me in your arms
While we're sleeping
Hold me in your arms

Dreaming of soft cotton clouds
I feel close to you now
Dreaming of candy and chocolate
All the bad girls not allowed

And he says as he thinks I'm sleeping
He whispers "Girl, you are the one,
Never thought I could feel this way,
Girl, you made me believe"

Hold me in your arms
'Cause I'm falling
Hold me in your arms
While we're sleeping
Hold me in your arms

Though I'm a little scared
That all the times we shared
Almost too perfect to ever last

And when I'm lying here
And you are holding me
I know the fear in me will pass

Hold me

Hold me in your arms
'Cause I'm falling
Hold me in your arms
While we're sleeping
Hold me, hold me
Hold me in your arms

Hold me in your arms
'Cause I'm falling
Hold me in your arms
While we're sleeping
Hold me, hold me, hold me in your arms



vrijdag 26 maart 2010


My life with you feels like a good movie. <3

donderdag 25 maart 2010

woensdag 24 maart 2010


I want you to want me.
I need you to need me.
I'd love you to love me.

dinsdag 23 maart 2010

You'll be the only one
'Cause no one can't deny
This love I have inside
And I'll give it all to you
My love
My endless love...

maandag 22 maart 2010


I only have eyes for you.

zondag 21 maart 2010

'Cause you
You mean the world to me
Oh, I know
I know I found in you
My endless love

zaterdag 20 maart 2010

Two hearts
Two hearts that beat as one
Our lives had just begun
Forever
I'll hold you close in my arms
I can't resist your charms

vrijdag 19 maart 2010

My first love
You're every breath that I take
You're every step I make

donderdag 18 maart 2010

My love
There's only you in my life
The only thing that's right

dinsdag 16 maart 2010






I love the sun for days, the moon for nights and you forever.


maandag 15 maart 2010

dream a little dream of me


"When you are in Love you can't fall asleep because reality is better than your
dreams."

Dr Seuss






zondag 14 maart 2010

Dear Joey

Two weeks together, that's all it took, two weeks for me to fall for you.

Love AM

zaterdag 13 maart 2010


''You made my heart jump like it was on cocaine''

vrijdag 12 maart 2010





Love is a puzzle
That I've solved.

donderdag 11 maart 2010

woensdag 10 maart 2010


"When we're together or when we're apart, you're first in my thoughts and first in my heart."

dinsdag 9 maart 2010

"If I were given a dollar for every time you were in my thoughts, I'd only have one because you never left them."


woensdag 3 maart 2010


five months.
forever yours.

donderdag 21 januari 2010

Ain't we cute? Hihi.






















Oh and as finishing touch :) :

maandag 11 januari 2010



There are places I remember
All my life though some have changed
Some forever not for better
Some have gone and some remain
All these places have their moments
With lovers and friends I still can recall
Some are dead and some are living
In my life I've loved them all

But of all these friends and lovers
There is no one compares with you
And these memories lose their meaning
When I think of love as something new
Though I know I'll never lose affection
For people and things that went before
I know I'll often stop and think about them
In my life I love you more

Though I know I'll never lose affection
For people and things that went before
I know I'll often stop and think about them
In my life I love you more

In my life I love you more

written by The Beatles




Thank you for showing me these lyrics Ems and being such a true friend <3

donderdag 7 januari 2010


















...DEFINITELY!

dinsdag 5 januari 2010

I still have butterflies. Everytime I know that I am going to see him, I want to look my best. And I don't want him to see any flaws of mine. But that is hard to hide/to do if you see each other a lot (like in the morning; a beautiful out of bed look, perhaps a morning breathe, maybe old make-up like mascara on the cheek, all very charming don't you think?).
There is not always (enough) time or there are not always (enough) possibilities to dress up or something like that haha.
But that doesn't matter, because otherwise you wouldn't see the real me and love the real me.
And then you wouldn't have a real or honest relationship.

The period of the time you are together doesn't matter.
It's all about how you spent that time with each other.
And the time I've spent with my guy these past three months we are together, feels like one of the best three months of my life..
It feels natural to be with him and three months doens't feel realistic.
It feels obviously that we're together, hence it feels like I know him longer than 'only' three months.
And he is still going through my mind every second there is a chance to. Always on my mind.

1:00 am i'm still awake.
1:01 am you're in my head.
1:02 am i think of your eyes.
1:03 am i smile.
1:04 am i try to sleep again.
1:20 am you're still in my head.
1:30 am get out of my head.
1:40 am i still can't sleep.
2:00 am i think of your lips.
3:00 am i'm tired.
4:00 am you, you, you.
5:00 am you're still in my head.
6:00 am you're in my heart.
7:00 am i finally fall asleep.
8:00 am i get ready for the day