I want you so badly it's my biggest wish

I thought I knew what it was to miss someone.
But that was nothing.

The feeling I have now is almost unbearable. There is nothing that can distract me (good) enough from the thought I miss him so much.
There are only just a couple of days that went by, but because I know that there are more days following the feeling feels so strong already.

I miss you like crazy even more than words can say
I miss you like crazy every minute of every day.
I miss you like the sky misses the birds
I miss you like a song without the words
I miss you like the sun misses the day.
I miss you in a very special way.

I couldn't sleep tonight.
Normally when I'm feeling like crap, I fall asleep easily when I cry and I sleep all night. But this time I constantly woke up, because I had to cry!
Why isn't it controllable?

I have never had this feeling for someone ever! And in one way I think it is really effin great! I love it, that this feeling is possible! But on the other hand it feels miserable.. I feel miserable, because I want to be with him every second that is possible.
But there are not so much seconds at the moment..

There is one thing that makes it a bit better. He misses me too.
Someone has said it before:

''Missing you could turn from pain to pleasure, if I knew you were missing me too.''
Author unknown

Too bad I still feel a pain, but there is a pleasure too. Although I don't think you could call it a pleasure.. Because I don't wish him the same feeling back.

Honey I love you so much, and I can't wait to see you soon.
I think about you constantly, whether it's with my mind or my heart.


I know I already send you this..
But this is for you:

I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do reminds me of you
I love the things that you do
When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?

I can hardly breathe
I need to feel you here with me
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
And when you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
And when you're gone
The words I need to hear
Will always get me throught the day
And make it okay

I miss you.